I Need A Break...Hey Guys,
I have some very bad news to break to you all. I not going to be on deviantart much at all now. Not because I still have limited computer access, I have a job and I am going to buy one soon but the issues is...
My mental state is falling apart, I have lost friends, I have done so many horrible and shitty things because of how far gone my mental state has went. I have lost my mind. I'm terrified to create anything as I do not know what is real or not anymore. I have voices in my head that wont leave me alone, calling me a monster because of what I have done and let my myself get to this state of mind. I tried to kill myself and end the pain. but I'm still here. I hate myself so much now I want to just fall apart and end my suffering once and for all, as I see little support from the people I care for. they say that they care or they want me to kill me for how much I have hurt them. I not a bad person, I'm just insane and my mental state is just have falling apart and its
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these are some place that you can fine me at *if you are going to email me please at least say in you email u got this from DA, and if u do have a DA account, tell me your username please. thank you*
name: alexis thomas
more about me:
i'm 19 year old and i am out of high school and marching band. i have been playing the clarinet for 7 years now i have been singing more often now. and i do write my own stories, poems, and songs too. i also have to say this about me: I'm a BIG manga/cartoon/anime fan (but in a good way) and well i not your normal type of christian i don't shove god in people's faces all the damn time i hate doing that flipping time. i respect all races and religions (but worshiping the devil.......nope not getting into ok) but i don't fear much but i love trying new thing all the time!!!!!!!!
stuff i like
i love watching little kids shows and looking for good hidden artists, singer, and movie makers on youtube (i watch all the time). i lalso love watch and sometimes playing sports, working the fine arts, working in different sciences (all types) and studying cryptzoology. and i love to travel.
but on my free time i also write my own stories as well, i write a wide range of teen and child fiction stories and lots of adult paranormal romance novels, and post them on wattpad and i also love writing fanfictions and i am writing my first fanfiction series.
the summer of death (novel trillgy)
*summer supers club
*A faire's tell
*TSS TV ADVENTURE FRIENDS crossover series
*(a kids story series)
also feel free to ask me any questions and email me at: